I do not understand guitar hero. :(

hi party people! (special hello's to my new followers!) whats up. :) i just got back from a house party in this massive, massive house that had a bunny rabbit hopping around. was pretty cool, but i fell asleep and when i woke up people were playing guitar hero and talking about placentas. ew. it was a really weird party, but the music was crap so like, yeah. and boyfie wasnt there, ew. anyway, i PROMISE i will post pictures of my formal dress as soon as i find the cord for my cameraaa :) dress is not that great but i love love love it. my shoes are death on heels. :D i hope your weekends are fantasticly amazingly super super duper awesome! xxxx.

not having a job is really depressing me.

seriously, my friend bought an outfit yesterday

and i came home and out of nowhere i started

crying like i've never cried before!

it was soooo weird but it was also because

my boyfriend kept asking what was wrong. i hate that!

I NEED A JOB AND I NEED MONEY.

i wanna buy clothes for me and random shit

for my boyfriend and presents at christmas

and op shop things and that! i even actually

want to pay tithing! or at least be able to! argh!

plus i want to get out of this f*cking house.

its driving me nuts. everything is!!

either way though i'm not emo or anything

i'm still happy for what i have, i just want a job.

& my hair is growing! yay!

its funny how things like clothes can depress you

i'm such an ungrateful bitch LOLOL

ohwell :) hope you are all well and lovely.

xxxx.

friends.

are awesome. no joke.

i hope you are working to live

and not living to work :)

xxxx.

YOU MAKE ME SO MAD!!

but then again, so does everything else.

i (do not) feel fan-fucking-tastic.

as you may be able to tell,

my head is all over the place right now.

i'm pissed off to the max,

and i am also crazy!

*throws arms in the air*

HALLA-BA-LOO!!! :D

i need a job.

i need a job.

i need a job.

i need a job.

why?

JOB = PAY

PAY = MONEY

MONEY = RENT

RENT = NEW HOME.

ALL OF THIS = FREEDOM FROM OPRESSION. :)

hooray.

i hope your life

is better than mine was today.

i fell backwards at the front door,

i was trying to lift up my boyfriend

how he lifts me up when i'm upset

and he wants to make me feel better.

was shit cause it hurt

but it was kinda cute i guess.

so anyway now my elbow hurts.

and i think its bedtime right about now.

xxxx.

p.s. that guy up top is the finest damn thing i ever did see in all my years.

NYEH NYEH NYEH NYEH NYEH.

hobogestapo.

omg my boyfriends mum is soooo whiney!

just listening to her makes me want to shoot her

in the head(with a marshmallow gun)!

just to make her confused so she

shuts up for a while; geeeeeeeeeeeeeez!

& i know i'm not being understanding at all

but ..errghh. i have period pain. yeah that's right!

REALLY BAD PERIOD PAIN.

and it effing hurts so tyron's mum can suck it.

(i'm sure period pain measures upto the pain of labor & childbirth,

but whatever, call me selfish :P)

but seriously i've spent the morning on the couch

in tracksuit pants and no bra watching documentries about

dead people, while hugging a hot waterbottle and drinking

what's probably ended up to be like 12 cups of tea.

and now i'm out of tea. :(

and it probably didnt help that last night

on the way home i payed $6.50 for noodle box

that i got all excited about and then as soon as

i got home, i hurled. and didnt stop until bedtime.

eugh! what a waste of money.

oh, and my boyfriend (asshole!) replied to my "omg noodlebox sucks! i've

been vomiting for like an hour!" text message in the morning

with: "i left my library card in your electricity box on the way

to work this morning. mind popping over to the library and borrowing

[some gay book about shit stuff] for me?" at a library that's half an hour

away from my house! i'm his girlfriend not his wife!

above all, PMS is making things 10 times as hard as they should be.

chocolate soup

anyway, how are you all? whats news, whats not!

what have you bought, tell me everything :)

i charity shopped and bought a really cuteblack

pencil skirt for like six bucks, so cute!

btw my interview went reeeeeeeeeeeeealllyyywell :)

it went for like an hour of just me & the

director just talking about random stuff, was so good,

and i was so proud, but now i really want to work there!

now i'm just scared that i would've gotten my hopes up

and like now its like "omg i so know that i'm not going to

end up working there because of how much

i really want to work there" i hate the way life

works like that it's so sucky!

btw i was thinking about the girls hair in the last post

and chloe, you're so right, it would be really high maintainance!!

but still, i hope that she gets gum right in the top

and she has to shave it all off. stupid cow,

(clearly, i am still disturbingly jealous)

hugs, kisses and big long sloppy licks across your faces!

hahahahahah grosseee! (i know you'd love it!)

xxxx.

kissy kissy :)

fridayi'minlove.

haha! so the new rule in the boyfriend's house (coming home straight after work) ..totally FAILED. he came home to me last night!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! >:) whuaha!! stupid mrs. lady, i'm like two up now, how marvellous.

i've also decided that my boyfriend and i

shall visit the zoo (: to see the long nosed chinese animal i forget what they're called, but get this i rememeber exactly where they are in the zoo. weirdddddd.

i'm sooo nervous about the interview today and i have another one tomorrow i dont think i want to go though! errrkk! and my nails are painted black they might think i'm emo ewwwwwwwwwwwwWwWwww.

(meliencuarto-fran)

btw FUCK i am so fucking jealous of this chicks hair she should have a god damn lisence for this 'do look at it its so fucking gorgeous what the hell it makes me angry looking at it because my hair is unfortunately not identical to hers. grr. btw i keep sneezing how annoying.

i hope your days are lovely ♥

xxxx.

F*CK!

her hand's ugly (: but i like her hair

(nancy, tryon after church bbq)

coming my house babe?

yeah for sure :)

on the way there:

*ring ring!*

i have to go home.

your mum??

..yeah, i'm sorry babe.

(in my head) fuck!

today was both complicated and elaborate.

i found out how much my boyfriend actually loves me.

things were said such as "i really do not want to lose you,"

"i'm scared of being without you." and

"dont ever leave. i dont want you to go." were said;

and life briefly resembled the budget video clip

off a soundtrack song of a cheap romantic chick flick

(where in the end it's shit cause theyre

both ugly. except my boyfriend's hot.)

i wont bother explaining everything i currently have no idea what's going on. slightly reminds me of war:

no deaths, no guns, no tanks though. nothing flash.

just pure amunition (and ofcourse, politics).

kisses, hugs, and uncomfortable

touchies for you all :D *winkwink*

♥ thanks for commenting!

nancy 1 - 1 big mama

one up! :)

i dont know who she is, but shes gorrrrgeousss. i've re-named my boyfriends mum :) bendyway, just came back from big mama's house i did not say hi to her, and i knew she'd come out the back so i went into the house the back way, and cuddled up to tyron just that little bit too close >:) when she glared at me i purposely rubbed my eyes like i was upset boyfriend cuddled me and stroked my hair. she could see me, i could see her.

tension!

i rubbed my eyes again. she saw my nails. black nails >:) i feel evil, yet satisfied. nancy 1 - 0 big mama

& something for the boy.

audfaux

i'd quite like to buy sunglasses and a jumper like this for mr. crtl+♥.

and

hello to my three new followers, you are lovely.

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reminders.

i have no idea where i got this from. probably as below.

this girl reminds me of me, although i'm unsure why. ♥ no school today due to injuries. tee hee heee.

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helloo, new followers.

as below (lookbook).

i fell on the road today infront of a car. minor injuries, major ouch. hopefully this means no school tomorrow!

i effing love her skirt fabric.

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long nights & big puffies.

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good morning

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