help me, somebody!

happy ten months nancy & tyron! yay! LOL he came over this morning at like 6am to cuddle until 7am when he had to leave for work. nyaww. i am so happy (and delirious from not sleeping at all last night) that i may just bake a cake even though its going to be really hot today but tyron loves cake so what the heck. :) btw wow this is like my 3rd post in like 8 hours LOL anyways, i need help! because we have an 'alice in wonderland' themed dress up party to go to on friday and i dont know what to go as and what to get tyron to go as (queen of hearts and alice are already taken). i would go as tweedle-dee or tweedle-dum but i wouldnt wanna go like that WITH tyron cause that would just look wierd and we'd look like one of those indian couples that wear matching tracksuits (in my head). i guess i could go as anyone, but i just want a unique and awesome way to put it together. :) ideas? oh and also please remember i am poor. :) oh btw just out of curiosity, random question for anyone who comments this post, what countries are you guyses from? ta ta ta. oh, oh and also i totally promised you guys ages ago a picture of boyfriend so clicky here to see and here to see him in a suit. *prouddd* LOL alsoo, if i recall promised the recipe for the selfsaucing chocolate pudding i made for christmass, and i will post that with my next post :) sincere apologies for the delay fine ladies. hugs hugs and kisses ♥ xx.

PROMDRESS/SHOES/NAILS!!

i want a jumper like this one :)

TO SEE MY PROM DRESS CLICK: HERE.

TO SEE THE SHOES CLICK: HERE.

THE PICTURES ARE REALLY BAD SORRY. I really wish i could show you what the dress ACTUALLY looks like cause i'ts amazing. also, you cant really see the shoes with the dress on, but you'll be able to see them when i wear this floral dress i'm changing into before we go clubbing :) i cant wait i'm seriously soooo excited. i'm painting my nails a light coral pink, and the round bits near the base of my nails will be black :) heeheeh. I'll try to post pictures once i get them done! :) i cant wait! btw who thinks i should have a banner for my blog? anyway i hope you all are having a great, great, fun-filled week. OH ALSO EXCITING IS THAT i started my cfa (fire fighting) training today! i got to hold a fire-fighting hose and spray it and hang out with the hot fire fighters :) yummy! mwa! xxxx.

I don't know how to wear my hair for prom.

SUGGESTIONS?

link me if you can. my hair's midlength-long. by the wayyy, i've taken the photos of my dress & shoes i just need to find the cord so i can upload them (probably do that tonight/tomorrow morning!) hooray hooray! only 3 days to go!

I do not understand guitar hero. :(

hi party people! (special hello's to my new followers!) whats up. :) i just got back from a house party in this massive, massive house that had a bunny rabbit hopping around. was pretty cool, but i fell asleep and when i woke up people were playing guitar hero and talking about placentas. ew. it was a really weird party, but the music was crap so like, yeah. and boyfie wasnt there, ew. anyway, i PROMISE i will post pictures of my formal dress as soon as i find the cord for my cameraaa :) dress is not that great but i love love love it. my shoes are death on heels. :D i hope your weekends are fantasticly amazingly super super duper awesome! xxxx.

WHAT THE EFF IS WRONG WITH YOU. SERIOUSLY, I DONT EVEN GET WHAT YOURE SAYING HALF THE TIME. YOU'RE SO MOODY, I HATE YOU.

dear lord, why does he persist to try my patience so? amen.

shit is shit with my boyfriend. i kind of dont care though, it's weird, but i think i'm just over the whole "our relationship is perfect" thing and i'm just getting on with it. also my dog keeps killing pretty birds, and its starting to piss me off. cant blame her though because its in her nature and all that jazz, but still, the hell man.

romeo, save me.

i've realised i'm upset because i put my boyfriend before a lot of things. things like money, time, sleep, even health. mostly its because i never have the heart to say no. and things lately have been fucking up because of him. i wouldnt care, but when i'm upset because shit is fucked, he has nothing to say. i know he cares but, he just says nothing. i've decided to take a break, just without him knowing cause every other of the a thousant other times i've tried to go on a break he freaks out and is at my house all the time. lol, cutie. ♥ anyway, turns out my interview wasn't today, it was tuesday next week so i'm very relieved atm. i'm watching twilight for the first time tonight at home with charlotte. :) and at midnight we're going to the drive in with a group of 20, and watching new moon. charlotte says it will be the most exciting night of my life, hahah. it'll be good to stay away from boyfriend for a while, i can see it now.

even though i really do need space, i secretly want him to do something amazing.

omg my boyfriend & i are SO chummy, its rediculous.

HE TRICKED ME TODAY! said he wasnt coming

to my house after work lol! but then he did and

i ran outside and hugged him like i hadnt seen him

for ages, and then he picked me up,

took me inside, dropped me on the couch

and kissed me all over my face!

if i could write down the noise for that funny cat noise

that cats make when a little kid pulls their tail, i totally would.

just because grrrrr, just wouldnt be right. :(

HAHAHAHAHAH.

i'm very happy today. yaknow that song "everything is gay"

that that kid sings on youtube? with the guitar?

my life is kinda like that, but still it's awful!

becuase of some unknown reason

i feel terribly optimistic. :D

xxxx.