I was feeling better until someone, this one a-m-a-z-i-n-g fellow, told me he'd like to date me. And I realised I'm still not ready. I don't know what to do. And I don't know what to say. And we had a fight. I don't know if I'm "not ready" or I'm just too scared. Or if I just dont want to. And If I try to explain it I'll just make it worse. And he lives far away. Arghhh.