after i posted yesterday, i thought about it & realised i should probably just take the plunge even if i'm scared sh*tless. i figured that worst case scenario - there's nothing left for him to break ♥. so i talked to him last night, but we had a misunderstanding & all we did was fight. 1am i had just hung up on him, and i was angry as anything, and i got a call from a guy i've had a very secretive thing for since like, year 9 (i just realised that's like, five years). isn't it funny how one person can turn up out of nowhere, for no reason, but as soon as they do, everything makes sense? gawr. :) this morning, i texted to explain what the misunderstanding was from my view, apologised, and told him how i feel. i'm leaving the rest up to life, giving time some time.