a lot has happened since i posted last, :'(
my world is upside down. i didnt go to church on sunday, and tyron totally went behind my back and told the bishop (pastor) that we've had sex. he's making us break up. so we broke up. apart from being angry, sad and lonely and tired, dissappointed and fuming with rage.. i'm actually suprisingly okay-ish. it's like i'm really fucking depressed but i'm still really chill & excited about my new life as an interior design student & volunteering and using that as a distraction. but what sucks is that also, my psycho ex is texting/calling me again. and random guys keep calling me and saynig i'm cute and shiet when i really dont want to fucking hear it.
everything's a mess, but i'm just trying to focus on the new things in life i'm excited for right now: postcards! (I GOT YOURS TODAY JOANNA! ♥)enrolment tomorrow, clubbing wednesday night, orientation on friday, clubbing friday night. weekend, mm :) and then monday i start my course and i'm going to have that to obess over in an unhealthy manner to numb me from exboyfriend shiet! anyway i'm going to bed - gotta get up early and having my ID photo taken, eek! beautysleep! hope youre all amazing.
but between my nightmares, there you are.