this one time, tyron & i were supposed to go to this huge party we were both really looking forward to.. but the night before i got really sick and i couldnt go. instead of going without me, tyron sat with me on the couch and we played scrabble.
i used to think about this and smile, but now it just makes me cry. i cant talk to tyron and not cry. i cant look at tyron and not cry. i dont even want to kiss him anymore. i think its my way of like withdrawling and dealing with it, but i think eventually i'll be okay. :)