meepmeep.

ITS FUNNY HOW MUCH MORE YOU like LOVE ♥ SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE ALMOST GONE. LIKE WHEN YOU CAN TOTALLY NOT BE IN THE MOOD TO MAKE OUT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND CAUSE YOU HAVE YOUR PERIOD OR SOMESH*T, BUT AS SOON AS HE'S ABOUT TO LEAVE YOU GET THE SUDDEN URGE TO PUT YOUR LIP OVER HIS HEAD AND SWALLOW IT. :) TODAY, MY DOGGIDY DOG-DOG McDOG WAS SICK, BUT NOW SHE'S ALL BETTER, SO I'M SUPER RELIEVED. I'M happy CAUSE I BOUGHT A PLANNER :D HELLO DEAR FOLLOWERS OLD AND NEW (:

YAMAYZING.

i tried to break up with him tonight. his response: whatever reason you're trying to do this for, it's not good enough. we are not breaking up. thats what he said. and then - oh and then, he kissed me. he did it, he did something amazing. :) and my friend didnt even text him :) my weird feelings can fuck themselves. i love him, i love him. hello btw :) its raining here, but its warm. :) is it sunny where you are?

xxxxx.

romeo, save me.

i've realised i'm upset because i put my boyfriend before a lot of things. things like money, time, sleep, even health. mostly its because i never have the heart to say no. and things lately have been fucking up because of him. i wouldnt care, but when i'm upset because shit is fucked, he has nothing to say. i know he cares but, he just says nothing. i've decided to take a break, just without him knowing cause every other of the a thousant other times i've tried to go on a break he freaks out and is at my house all the time. lol, cutie. ♥ anyway, turns out my interview wasn't today, it was tuesday next week so i'm very relieved atm. i'm watching twilight for the first time tonight at home with charlotte. :) and at midnight we're going to the drive in with a group of 20, and watching new moon. charlotte says it will be the most exciting night of my life, hahah. it'll be good to stay away from boyfriend for a while, i can see it now.

even though i really do need space, i secretly want him to do something amazing.

HE IS SO AMAZING.

guh, he really is.

anyway after lol-ing about what fenia and that said

on my last post about my boyfriend's brother being

amazing-looking and such, i got inspired to photograph my boyfriend

and i'm doing so tomorrow, and so hopefully

you guys will have a better understanding

of what i'm working with here LOLOL

how are we all? i hope you're doing fine

and that raindrops on your head

(that make your straightenned hair frizzy)

are not tearing you down :D

as for me, i had the giggles today! really badly!

i couldnt stop bahahah :) it was fun

and i also ate a nashi pear :D

hooray!

xxxx.

also, if it makes you feel better,

he really isnt that amazing.

i think i just think so cause we are in love ♥