so i accidentally went to tryon's house to see if he was okay and shit went down. :( its like, i need him to know he can't have me even though i want him. its crazy and stupid. anyway, so this morning i sent him a text saying: ▲ i shouldnt have gone to your house after we left last night but i guess i wanted to make sure you would be okay, and it's like that anytime i'm with you, i just can't help it. it's stupid. i should have stopped doing that a really long time ago. around the time you stopped caring about me. and even though its really obvous you dont, its like i just keep getting tricked into thinking you care about me the way i care about you. but after yesterday, i guess i know how you cant be that guy. it might not be that you don't want to be, but you just dont give a shit. you dont care. so jsut do me a favor and stay the hell out of the way for the guy who is, because he deserves me, and you dont. i love you tyron, i do. and i even though want to, but i can't wait for you anymore. and i wont. i just wont. it'd be like waiting for rain that just wont come. ▲ i just hope one day he sees, nobody has it easy. but i wish him the best, i guess.