my boyfriend was really upset today, it kind of disturbed me, because i realised how shut off i can be. he was upset because he says i open up to other people
more than him and he doesnt know wha
to do anymore :( it was soo sweet but it was
also really really sadddd :(
on a positive note
FREE, I TELL YOU! FREEEEE!!!!
did my last exam today, & naaailleeeddd it!
and also the exam lady said that she
had never seen anyone write as much as me
anyway with the whole omgomg stress thing
with not knowing what to do career-wise
i've decided i'm going to let God, fate or whatever it is
that decides your circumstances decide for me
and i'm just gonna live everyday like whatever :)
and i'm going to trust my boyfriend more
and talk to him because i didnt realize it upset him that much
which will be hard cause talking-out feelings
isnt exactly a skill i possess. i might write letters
to my boyfriend every now and then or something
should be good, although i dont
know how long i'll last.
hope you are all wonderful, happy and beautiful
(on the inside).