not having a job is really depressing me.
seriously, my friend bought an outfit yesterday
and i came home and out of nowhere i started
crying like i've never cried before!
it was soooo weird but it was also because
my boyfriend kept asking what was wrong. i hate that!
I NEED A JOB AND I NEED MONEY.
i wanna buy clothes for me and random shit
for my boyfriend and presents at christmas
and op shop things and that! i even actually
want to pay tithing! or at least be able to! argh!
plus i want to get out of this f*cking house.
its driving me nuts. everything is!!
either way though i'm not emo or anything
i'm still happy for what i have, i just want a job.
& my hair is growing! yay!
its funny how things like clothes can depress you
i'm such an ungrateful bitch LOLOL
ohwell :) hope you are all well and lovely.