sorry i havent posted lately, bad luck is following me everywhere, and today i feel like crap. boyfriends house and watch movies and be fat this afternoon. till he gets home, i'm sweeping, vaccuuming and mopping the whole house. and re-arranging my room. and putting on new bedsheets. and putting a new feature thing in my room. taking down the photos, corkboards etc. i've realised that i'm sacrificing a lot lately. sleep is one, but another that is killing me, is for example, that i'm not going to my formal (prom) so that i can use the money to go to a church thing - so i've spent the last day or so detaching myself from my emotions.
btw LOL, my dog is freaking out at the thunder storm on right now, she's on my lap shaking like a leaf. if she was a child i'd tell her it's God getting was cause she killed those birds. LOL i'm going to be a terrible parent. hahahah. anyway, eye candy always makes me feel better so i hope you people will too :)